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03 October 2009 @ 07:47 pm

Well there's not much use for this journal anymore.

The reason I started was to try and occupy my mind.

I was  going through. I was hurt by someone else.

This helped me medicate myself.

Thanks to God, I feel better than i ever had before.

I'm stronger and wiser.

Therefore I no longer need to post.

You'll only find me on LJ secret.

 

 
 
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14 August 2009 @ 04:03 pm

Anthropology Recap...basically what I want to know more about.
Myth= The sacred v profane
Ontology
Ethnotaxonomy
Ethnocosmology
Lexicon
Etymology
Morphology
Semantics
Horticulture (Slash and Burn)
'Guns Germs & Steel'
Visual Anthropology
Genitrix/Genitor
Cross-cultural meanings of hair
Liminality
Catacombs
Animism
Enthnoaestetic
Cosmological Bodies
Art and politics
Semiology (Index, Icon, Symbol)
'The True Believer'
Tacitus
Hugonauts
Pietist movement
Methodist
Persian Empire
 
 
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14 August 2009 @ 03:41 pm

Recap on myself:
5) I'm interested in ideas and dreams.
5) I have little interest in people.
4) The bulk of my existance is unseen.
4) I only see 1/3 of myself in the mirror
4) My soul feels more real than my body.
4) My mind is more alive than my body.
3) I suck at conversations and I'm fine with that.
3) I'm boring and I'm fine with that.
2) I got to be true to myself.
2) I  need to look pass how people see me.
2) I worry too much about what people think.
1) I don't like criticism. Especially when I didn't asked for it.
 
 
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14 August 2009 @ 10:49 am
What do you wear to feel confident?
I wear a shirt of my favorite musicians. So I'll know when people see it they'll think "HM, yes. I like that musician, too." AND I CONNECTION IS MADE.

 

Anything that can show a bit of my personality without talking to people.

 
 
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09 August 2009 @ 09:25 pm












SITTING ON A PARK BENCH








"DAT ASS"




"Don't Stop Til You Get Enough. Don't Stop Til' You Get Enough."



Michael and Brooke took adorable pictures.






 
 
 
 
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31 July 2009 @ 01:26 am
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20 July 2009 @ 10:18 pm

From this site. Try it out! Very simple. Just pick the colors that attracts you the most.
And make sure to wait a full minute before picking the next set of colors.

 

On to my resultsCollapse )Overall, according to this, my life is full of Searching, Seeking, and Looking. I feel discouraged because I'm Finding nothing I desire or what I expect to find. Things are not going my way and I feel no one cares. I sound like a stubborn person. I am. I justify being stubborn by convincing myself that my intentions are good. If only people would  treat me better, I would have no problem being open and close. But this is part of my problem. I rely too much on people. I have to learn people are gonna do what they want to do...and that can't hinder me from being the person I want to be. Easier said than done.

Update* This morning the message was clear to me. Clicking through TV channels. I gotta start searching God and what he wants for me. Only there I would get what I desire.
 
 
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Please take a second to be amazed by this photo. Bette on Bowie’s lap. Michael and (I think) Melanie having a fine time. Cher looking like she’s going to cut a bitch. It doesn’t get much better.

YOU CAN'T FATHOM THE AWESOME THAT IS IN THIS PICTURE I CAN'T FATHOM MY URGE TO FIX MICHAEL'S JACKET LIKE A MOMMY AND GRABBING HOLD OF HIS FEMININE WRISTS AND NEVER LETTING GO
 WHILE  GIGGLING MADLY AT BOWIE'S FACE AND CLINGINESS IMAGINING HIM SAYING "E'M NAWT LETTIN' GO. *wraps leg around woman*"

THERE MUST BE MORE <3333333
I OFFICIALLY LOVE TUMBLR.COM.

CAN YOU FEEL MY JOY IN THESE CAPS LOCKS?!