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20 July 2009 @ 10:18 pm
My Color Quiz Results  

From this site. Try it out! Very simple. Just pick the colors that attracts you the most.
And make sure to wait a full minute before picking the next set of colors.

 

My Stress Source
"Feels as if she is in an impossible situation, she has lost the trust and respect of others and feels she is being treated unfairly and with no consideration whatsoever. she feels unappreciated which is bruising her self-esteem, but feels helpless to do anything about it. Feels misunderstood and alone, as if no one is willing to help her with the problems she faces. she needs constant attention and encouragement, but she is getting neither of those things and it is bringing her down. she needs to escape the situation, but feels helpless to do anything or make a decision toward a solution."

My Restrained Characteristics

"Tries to participate and involve herself in things going on around her; however, avoids conflict and arguments to reduce stress and tension."

"She is being forced to put happiness and pleasure on hold for now due to her limiting circumstances."

"Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation."

"She is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity, but can be restless and emotionally distant so she never really gets too involved with others."

My Desired Objective

"Feels stressed due to her current situation or relationships, and needs to make changes. Looking for a solution that will increase her chances of fulfilling her current hopes and dreams."  (basically.)

My Actual Problem

"Harshly critical of the existing situation which she believes is disorganized and unclear. Seeking some sort of solution which will make the situation more clear and with some sort of organization."  (True.)

ooo there's a Part Two of My Actual Problem

"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness."  (YES.)

Overall, according to this, my life is full of Searching, Seeking, and Looking. I feel discouraged because I'm Finding nothing I desire or what I expect to find. Things are not going my way and I feel no one cares. I sound like a stubborn person. I am. I justify being stubborn by convincing myself that my intentions are good. If only people would  treat me better, I would have no problem being open and close. But this is part of my problem. I rely too much on people. I have to learn people are gonna do what they want to do...and that can't hinder me from being the person I want to be. Easier said than done.

Update* This morning the message was clear to me. Clicking through TV channels. I gotta start searching God and what he wants for me. Only there I would get what I desire.